me / moon

This morning I had to pinch myself I'm so happy. My dreams have come true. Billy and I have reconciled and are back together again. Furthermore, he is visiting me in Austin for Thanksgiving! Needless to say, my visit with him in LA was wonderful... as was seeing Lana Del Rey w/ Miss Cassie. LDR (Lana Del Rey) was life changing... and my life was also changed by entering into a different kind of LDR (long distance relationship). I have also made some plans for the next few months and set a date to make my permanent move to Los Angeles.

I'll be working one more season as a manager at Liberty Tax (evenings and weekends) in addition to my position as Trust Lead at the asbestos law firm where I currently work. I will also continue doing brand ambassador work on the weekends. April is when I make my move and it looks like I'll be subletting my friend's place in Los Feliz indefinitely in exchange for providing him a free place to stay when he is in town. It's a really nice area and will be mostly furnished so it is... FUCKING PERFECT. Things are really falling in to place and I am so happy. I'm not even waiting for the other shoe to drop b/c I have been working super hard and will continue to do so. I have pined my ass off to be with the man I love and he sees now that I am bigger than my past mistakes. He still loves me and he has chosen to be my partner in life again. I am so blessed. He is amazing. I have not and never will love another man the way I love and adore him. I vow to treat him with utmost respect and kindness as long as I am graced with his partnership.

It's likely I'll be attending Lana's show here in Austin in February thanks to Louis. Hopefully with a plus two for Lorelei and Cass! I love my girlfriends! Hopefully I'll get to catch up w/ LL tomorrow or Friday. Sunday my friend Lauren returns from CA and I'm picking her up from the airport so we can have lunch and catch up. Lauren is an aspiring actress and I suggested to her that she hightail it w/ me to LA in April and share the apartment w/ me. After all, what better place to have such aspirations? She's really talented too. She showed me some of her work.

All I wanna do in LA is find a stable, interesting career that pays well and provides health insurance so Billy and I can eventually get our own place and start a lovely little family. I love him so much! And I really fucking love California. I have visions in my head of us and a toddler spending days on the beach... or family camping trips when our kiddo is a little older. We could have such an incredible little life together. I don't need or want much. I want him, a family, and a career that makes some positive differences in this world.

So Billy arrives Thanksgiving evening and I am taking him to 24 Diner for a Thanksgiving meal. The next night we will have a romantic and hopefully ghostly stay at The Driskill. I may even introduce him to my parents... I hope he likes Sparkle! 💖

I can feel myself getting sick... chest cold maybe. It's cold and rainy and I should get some rest. Thanks for reading! Xo