Billy has been in the desert for a week or so and will be there for another week. I miss him so much. I'm not like agonizing or anything, but I think of him often and I smile a lot knowing I'll be seeing him again in a month. I also get so horny thinking about him b/c he is so freakin irresistible.
He is such a great kisser. I love the way he smells. He just has the best heart and I know I am a better person when I am with him b/c he brings out the best in me. Finding a person who just innately makes you want to be better is so great. More than the (incredible) sex though, I really really miss spending time with him. I can't wait til we can spend time together like we used to. Waking up early to get coffee before he goes to work, walking to noho park and hanging on the swing set, just sitting by the pool and talking for hours, kissing on the metro.... sigh. The night he took me to Santa Monica was so perfect and magical.
Yeah, I'm in love. I can't imagine ever not loving him. I really hope we can make this work. I know I will never find anyone like him. 💕
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