My belly is full of ramen and house made ginger caramel soft-serve. Daruma is so delicious. Now I'm snuggled in bed next to Sparkle about to watch Ray Donovan. Life is really good and I have so much to look forward to in the coming months! I've been reflecting a lot on where I was last year and the poor choices I made. I have definitely come a long way since then and I've learned a lot.
First and foremost, I am soooooooooo excited for my next trip to LA in a month! I'm almost as excited to see Billy as I am to go to Camp Flog Gnaw and see Lana Del Rey! Haha... well I'm more excited to Billy actually, but that says a lot b/c I am obsessed w/ Lana. I'm really excited to attend the festival w/ Cassie. I know we are going to have a blast.
I'm looking forward to fall. I've outgrown Austin and I am ready to move, but I can't deny my fondess for fall, winter and spring here. The weather is so lovely. I really want Billy to come here in November to see me. I hope he is willing. I can take him to do fun Austin shit... eat tacos, Alamo, greenbelt, etc.
Recently I reunited with an old friend after about 15 years. Marijuana. My formative years were fueled by it... it made me feel light, relaxed and happy. Then early 20s, it changed and made me feel uneasy and paranoid. I enjoyed some while I was in LA last month and once again, really enjoyed it. I am not thrilled about how it's still illegal here though. I try to stay out of trouble. When I move back to Cali, I'll be enjoying it every evening. I love hitting the gym and going home and eating an edible.... followed by enjoying a delicious dinner and sleeping so good. Midsummer I was plagued by insomnia and feeling a bit hypomanic. It was causing me quite a bit of anxiety. The past month I have been sleeping so well and have been super relaxed. No anxiety. It's pretty amazing.
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