:-(

I'm feeling very discouraged. My awesome contract position rating ads on Facebook has been terminated as of yesterday. I got notification that they had received all the data needed from me and that day would be my last. All of my status reports had been good so it wasn't an issue of performance. I can't be mad b/c it's a contract job and there was no guarantee of how long I would have it. I had been working for the company for years already. That is $1500 I won't be making every month now. Hence my disheartenment. Also, I was banking on that income to help my transition in to becoming an Angeleno. It would've really helped to move there knowing I would still at least have that part time job to keep me afloat. I'm remaining positive though. I need something part time in additional to my full time job though. I'm looking! And remaining hopeful. 

Yesterday my dermatologist removed the margins around the severely dysplastic mole that was biopsied a few weeks ago. So I have a big cut above my right breast that is stitched up. It hurts so much! And now I am not supposed to work out for a month. There is a strong likelihood that it could scar poorly or become a keloid. I'm pretty bummed about all the aforementioned. I was wanting to work out a lot in the next month to look really sexy when I see Billy next. Bleh. 

Well, I really hope I can still move to LA as planned in February. And I hope this scar heals nicely. And I hope that Billy is looking forward to seeing me as much as I am him.