Cancer, Ramen, Friendship, Love and Stuff

Today I heard back from the dermatologist and found that the mole they shaved off above my breast is severely dysplastic, which basically means the dermatologist is really concerned about melanoma, but does not want to call it that. So they are going to have to go back in and cut the skin around it out (OUCH) and it will leave a big ugly scar. It is adjacent to my Batman tattoo that I am in the middle of having removed with laser treatments. I just feel like my chest is already ugly with shitty tattoos and now it will have a big scar... but I digress. At least it was caught early and I am not dealing with melanoma. After going through Russ' cancer, I hope I never have to do that myself or anyone that I love!

I was training someone on my project remotely at work today and so I wasn't able to binge watch The Office while I mindlessly submitted claims. What a disappointment! Haha. God, I want to get that FEMA job, but it's probably a long shot. I should know better than to get my hopes up about a federal job after the disappointment I felt with EPA.

Lorelei and I went and had ramen at Daruma on Friday and I've been craving it ever since. Friday I got the veggie ramen bowl and I went back after work today and got the tofu miso ramen. God was it delicious!

So delicious! L and I have a blast hanging out and I'm so glad we met in Newport Beach last year. What a crazy, wonderful, and beautiful summer that was... A month before I met Lorelei, Billy and I met and hung out for a few hours and the next night he took me to Tamashii Ramen House in NoHo. Our first date. I wonder if it is still open. If it is, he and I should go back there... to where it all began. Haha. Ramen and true love. 😊💕